PIMP'S journal

Now tell me is this not beautiful

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 02:39:07 GMT

A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle..
Girl: slow down im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please its too scary
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
::Girl hugs him::
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.
(In the paper the next day):
A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure.
2 people were on it, but only 1 survived.
The truth was that halfway down the road,
the guy realized that his brakes broke,
but he didn't want to let the girl know.
Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug 1 last time,
then had her wear his helmet so that she would live
even though it meant that he would die.

wow

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 20:20:15 GMT

MEGAN SAID SHE LOVED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After sunday school

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 14:56:57 GMT

my dad just punch the shit out of me like not 3 min after this entery

everyone was at a table talking and my dad couldnt hear so he decided to punch me in the shoulder hard as hell i mite have a bruise i mean everyone was talking but sense i was his son and he has no problem hiting me i guess he decided to do so

What do I need to DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 00:25:25 GMT

Ok theres this girl at school i just fine so attractive it is unreal and i see her in the hall and think damn i mean she is so beautiful and has the nice personallity

She is one of the innocent girls that have done much and is shy, when i see her in the hall ill say "hey" and smile(wiht my mouth shut cause i have fuked up teeth-she has perfect teeth and mouth omg i could eat that)anyways and at church i talk to her

but i am what i would say is the shyest boy in the world i see her to say hey and feel so unworthy and intimadated

LOL it is funny i had a dream with her in it
we made out standing in a hall not school hall but we started talking in the dream and i went to kiss and she moved her head away and and back close teasing me as she talked then we made out

i mean we went out to eat with the church and she was there so i sat near her and we talked but i am so shy when ever i talked i would look away and keep talking

this pissed me off

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 21:04:42 GMT

It is weird how you never miss something untill you can hold or use it again

i saw bill today and he was beautiful as ever and i wanted to speak with him so bad but............

my chance was up it now was my friends turn i thought i would be ok with it cause i knew he could never like me again

i didnt think it would make me made or pissed wait no the proper word is jelous oh my god i got jelous but anyways i was so pissed but it wasnt his fault i didnt know how much that would bother me seeing him pay so much attention to my friend but i mean she is not mine anymore so i cant control anything and as far as my friend is concerned i dont mine them getting together aslong as i dont see them touching or holding hands or flirting alot

so cool

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 03:34:54 GMT

i met this girl at church fine as hell shy and small i am tring ot get in good with her maybe we will go out but who knows

PLS PLS Post your thoughts

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 11:49:40 GMT

ok ok ok me and megan are getting close and we talk all the time and she has a bf and his name is rocky he seems very much like myself in the way he acts and talks but hes 17 kinda good looking(no i am not gay)..... hes 17 and he said"i have never jacked off or had and orgasime which means i am a virgin"

PLUS
he told her that can can control weather be cums or not

to me it sounds like he is trying to tell her that if they have sex that he can control it so he wouldnt need a condom and she believes him make the chance of them have sex increase...THATS BULLSHIT

(if that little fucker has unsafe sex ill beat the shit out of that cunt face bitch)but if they do has sex and its safe ill be sad but its her body

tell me what you think

WTF!!!!!!!!

Sat, 17 Jul 2004 04:53:50 GMT

ok me and megan are become so close again
i said i love u and she said "i dont know if i should say that cause i mite hurt you again (she hurt me some many times)" i said i didnt care what she said after i said i love you and that i would always say i love you adn mean it with all my heart and not matter what she said i would always say how i felt so i told her i love her everytime we talk on the internet or on the phone

and ill say i love you and she'll say i love you so much jokingly and i love that untill i say it seriously and she has not reply

ME!

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 04:36:40 GMT

this is me =) lol

OH MY FREAKING GOODNESS HELP!!!

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 08:31:54 GMT

I HEARD THAT MEGAN MITE BE COMING TO WESTOVER HURRAY!!!!!
I AM SO EXCITED I HAVE TO CALL AND TALK TO HER MOM ABOUT THE SCHOOLS AND TELL HER THE PROS AND CONS OF WESTOVER

WHEN I HEARD THIS NEWS I THOUGH HOLY CRAP I GOTTA GET IN SHAPE AND FAST I HAVE TO DIET AND EXCERCISE LIKE NEVER BEFOR SO I AM GOIN ON A LOW EVERYHTING DIET AND WATER(OR GOOD STUFF LIKE MILK ORANGE JUICE *LAUGHS SIRIJI KNOWS*)

SO I JUST GOT THROUGH WORKING OUT AND I KILLED MY ABS AND ARMS EVERY VEIN IN MY ARM IS PULSATING WIHT BLOOD AND CAN SEE ALL OF THEM WHICH I THINK IS COOL BUT THEY HURT SO BAD DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH ENERGY IT TAKES TO WRITE THIS RITE NOW I AM DIEING I HAVE NO ENERGY AT ALL BUT TOMORROW I WILL RUN AROUND THE BLOCK AT LEAST 5 TIMES AND EAT CEREAL AND GOOD STUFF AND WORK OUT I REALLY REALLY WANT OT LOOK GOOD FOR MEGAN I WEIGH LIKE 135 RIGHT NOW I WILL KEEP YOU POSTED I AM GOING TO WAIT 30 MINS SEE HOW MY MUSCLES FEEL AND DO SOME MORE TRAINING

I WILL WEIGH EVERY MORNING AND POST LIKE SO
WEIGHT:135 (STAYED THE SAME)
GOAL:120 OR TILL I HAVE CUT ABS

Woundering what to do

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 01:25:21 GMT

I talked to megan today she had nothing really to say i mean after ripping someones heart out i dont think that would stop you from trying to talk...
so she called...
she said "hey hows things going" "good good" "no" thats it nothing else that sucks cause i would love to talk to her she is not moving before school and she hates the school she is in rite now she is harsed adn shit like that and ...... i cant do anything.... thats is the worst feeling in the world to know you have a girl you love and not being able to help her that sucks....

well she had alot of other shit on her mind i guess i dont know she is the most beautiful person i have ever seen and i got along with her so well and she has the cuties laugh and a red neck accent

i miss her so much
=(

wow who would have thought

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 21:21:34 GMT

for the last few years theres been only one girl i ever really cared about, i met her in the seventh grade you wounder if it is possible to fall in love in the seventh grade well it is i mean we had the greatest time riting note(something bad ones =) ) we had so much fun trying ot pass notes adn sneak it without teachers finding it i rememebr one time we wrote this bad bad note and the teacher took i up i freaked out if she read that we would be fucked, but no she throw it away so we just rote another one lol,
but at the end of the seventh grade i took the gifted test(not specail ed test) cause my dad never thought i did good enought and my sis was in gifted and my dad was so proud of her so i wanted him ot be proud of me to..... (i got 98)

boy did i fuck up cause i was going to be in the gifted program i need to change school so the struggle for me and megan to say close thind liked a thread. the next years was hell my grades fell everythiign my dad grounded me from everything
heres a list:
tv
computer
playing out side
games of any sort
telephone
drawling
playing wiht sis
radio
gameboy SP
oh yeah my big one training (i gained like 15 lbs)

theres more but i dont want ot put anymore or ill get pissed

but me and megan tryed staying close we barely talked all 8th grade so when i called the next summer alot of she happened
she had went out with two boys (aron and some 7th grader)
but over the period of the summer we got way close

so she invited me to go to wildadventure well that a no brainer of course i wanted to go, so we dicide cause she lived like 50 miles away i would met her father somewhere and he would pick me up and take me to there home,(ok now her father is 13 years in the miltary he has one missing finger and GUNS!, nad he is protective of his daughter)i was very polite.... so when we got to her house i walking side said hello then megan walks out HOT DAMN she was in her bikini that barly covered anything up, nothing left the the imagination it was awesome till i saw her dad staring dead at me. it was freaky so we went up there we had fun on rides holding hands just little stuff then she got a head ache she started crying and her family waslike go ride rides shell be fine i said "its ok" thought"wtf hell no she my girl i am not goin ot leave her". but her haed ache let off alittle so we left it strated to poor i mean bad so we change inside the cars (seperatly damn it) nad she wore a tank top and kapree jogging pants i thought "easy axcess" j/k
i just wore a pair of baggy jeans and shirt, we left and it started to poor worse so you cant hear anything so it was along drive back and we pulled over it was raining so hard.

i am not goin ot tell you what happened on the way home just give hints we had two pillows on our laps you cant see either i hands,

oh Two (1)her head was in the pillow (2)seven alot =)

but after that we talked alot on phone but i mean i havent seen her sense accept for once at the skating ring where i cryed and told her how i felt and how much i missed her boy did i feel like a pussy crying lol

but after things between us seperated i finnally look for some other girl cause by this time i was getting lonely as hell i mean really bad I missed megan alot i mean i couldnt stand it i missed her so much so i hope i can call today and talk i found this poem i thought was awesome:
Missing You
Have you ever bothered to realize
how much you mean to me?
I care so much for you inside
and miss you so deeply.

My mind is always curious about
the way things might have been.
As days go by and time goes by,
I look back once again.

All the time I held you in my arms,
I had the whole world right there.
There you were, comforting me with
all of your charms.

Every little kiss from you
was like a dream come true.
This love that I have inside my heart,
it all belonged to you!

It's funny, all those little things
I never thought I'd miss,
Like all those conversations we had,
or the first time we kissed.

I guess that what I'm trying to say,
is I miss and love you more each day!
It hurts me not to see you,
or not to know if you're ok.

I want you to understand
that I loved you from the start.
And I want you to know,
no matter how many miles
we may be apart,
you'll always hold a special place
in my heart.

if you joke on me about being all girl and not being like a guy(allways wanting sex let me see you in person)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 06:44:32 GMT

all yall guys wish i was a girl with breasts

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 06:30:27 GMT

yeah boy

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 06:23:54 GMT

and you know its true

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 06:16:34 GMT

it is true i love pussy but only the pussys' of the girls i love

wow i love these test i should just put all on one

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 06:08:41 GMT

wow who would have thought

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 06:06:10 GMT

Test results are in

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 05:59:40 GMT

wow fun i love to flirt

this is my first update

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 05:16:12 GMT

ok this is my first update it is like 1:oo AM man thats late but i just want to see how this works. hmmm.... (oh and for those who know me know but to those who dont i cant spell worth a shit so pls excuse my spelling if it is wrong)

i dont know all i know is that i am dieing to talk to my old love "Megan" she is so beautiful in every way except one she has not back bone but never the less i love her with all my heart i will continue to love her with all my heart.

you have got ot go here to read some cool as stories
http://www.somethingawful.com/articles.php?a=2244&p=1

it is funny as hell this is awesome you can say anything see( fuck ass bitch bastard)you get my point but anyway i am new but i will be updating like everyday so stay in touch

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